Taking A Chance

So I took a wild chance these past weeks. I took a chance on someone that I was really afraid to ask out and gamble my pride on the off chance that A) he had a girlfriend or B) he didn't like me. So I got the cajones to ask him out sometime. Before I ever met JM, long before most of the idiots came along in the past year, there was someone I always kinda liked and wondered about within my fencing group. About a year and a half ago, he stopped showing up to our practices. I assumed he was a student at Purdue and moved on, but that wasn't the case when he returned about two weeks before JM came along and became a painful reminder as to why I think dating usually bites ass!

So this guy warrants the use of a name, not a nickname, or initials!!!!!! Adam, very sweet, quiet, smart, intelligent, funny, and about a million other nice things that kinda blank out in my mind. The word stable comes to mind too. I've found this sweet spot in my mind that continues to grow very fond of him and his presence in my life. Oh and he loves cats and that's great too! LOL

We went out last Friday to go see Serenity. He seemed to like it a lot. Got the pseudo cozy bench seat at the theatre and cuddled up. The bench sucked for comfort, but allowed for snuggle-time which was nice. :) YES! Dinner was good, went to LBC, shot some pool at his friend's house, and then saw the movie. After the movie, well, we came back to my place and we watched a few more movies I think. Again, very nice, and he's sweet and cuddly and has a few cute quirks about his belly being scratched. It's kinda fun to have the power to make someone instantly twitch like a sweet spot on a dog that makes his leg thump on the floor uncontrollably. I'm evil, I know, I'm just terrible.

I'm TOTALLY self-conscious about smoking because he doesn't smoke etc-etc-etc. He's fine with it he tells me. Ok. I had my last smoky-treat last night around 8 or so. So far today, things seems to be going ok with the I am trying to quit this nasty habit without bloodshed scenarios! In the meantime, he's very generous and attentive towards me. Offers his washer and dryer to me. Just likes to touch me somewhere, anywhere, so long as he's touching. It's not even annoying, I kinda like it. I could get used to this sort of sweetness on a more daily basis.

Tonight, I think we might take a break and stay in our own beds for a night or two in order to get some sleep. I mean, we've been going to bed after 1 in the morning and getting up around 7 or slightly earlier for myself. Yikes! Neurotically tired, but a good kind of tired. =) Uh-huh. I'm just trying to be mindful of the whole JM disaster and not crowd Adam to the point of making him want to hide. This weekend, we're going to Gallowglass to have a fun fencing seminar weekend and maybe see some sights in Chicago on the way there. FUN! Time for me to go for now.

A Very Content ~ Tammolly ~ =)

...So if I die today I'll be the happy phantom
And I'll go wearin' my naughties like a jewel...
I'm still an angel to a girl who hates to sin